Monday, November 19, 2012

OLD NEWS PAPERs!!



"woman hates OLD!!" is it true?? not all woman think like that..
dont u think that OLD is sweet??!! old is beautiful! =)) tak ya tgk kat org laen.. look into your own grandmother..  beautiful isn't it??.. white hair with dim eyes,, her soft voice,, playing with her grandson/daughter.. her advice,, sharing her experience when she was young.. truly like a malay woman.. =)) 
love them! ^^

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afraid to be old? dont be... =)) older is better as we have more experience in solving something,, calmly accept a problem and try to solve it professionally... not like a teenagers,, not like a child... crying,, angry,, hatred,, all that negative feelings combined together in solving a very tiny problem.. can you imagine it??
for a very small thing,, they may crying like crazy,, moody all day,, and spoil the mood to study,, to be happy with friends and that negative feelings will make them looks older even though they are young.. so,, be happy.. even we someone makes you feel so upset,, try to keep it as a test for you.. to test how long you can  be with them.. how long you can be by their side.. try to accept them.. not only because you love them,, but because "no MAN is perfect"... no human is 100% PERFECT!!.. all of us have our own weakness... =)) ok??

for capital F
-waiting-

Saturday, September 29, 2012

"SUNDAY" !! @_____@



tomorrow is "SUNDAY" !! arghh lets don't make up the day as sunday,, can we ?? because the day after it is "MONDAY".. means that CLASSes are going to start... owhh my... lots of classes and lectures are waiting for me ... urghhh my head getting dizzy all the day... with lots of formulas,, numbers,, teories,, different sections of laws n many more... thats all i have to face everyday since ever my status stated as a "STUDENT".. =))

but whatever it is,, life must be go on.. "FIGHTING" !! for the future and of course for my beloved handsome and gorgeous parents.. my "LOVE" =)) <3 p="p">

tomorrow i have to drive for about 3hours from my house to the campus.. "ALONE" .... sounds very creepy for me... its a longggggg journeyy... owhh my.. Allah ,, help me... hopefully everything would be fine.. In sya Allah.. =)) pray for me ya... ^^ 

have a good sleep... gud "NIGHT" =))

if i say i have NO friends..........*of course many of my friends will get MAD ..

 

" a friend in need is a friend indeed " =))

i believe that everyone familiar with this quote ... including me .. mostly this quote is famous among the students because in their life ,, friends are the one whose almost 24hours with them .. in the class,,, together studying to capture the future.. of course ,, this quotes also gives me something ... i know that not everyone can do as same as this quotes means .. not everyone can be a friend indeed.. but don't just think the negative sides,, but try to take in the positive sides .. yes .. i couldn't deny that if i'm the one who in trouble,, i also will think the negative sides... i will think that the person is not my friend indeed because she/he didn't help me when i'm in trouble.. but please don't make a quick judgement like that just because she/he didn't help you ONCE .. because we didn't know the future.. who knows maybe the one that you said not your friend indeed will be the one who will help you one day .. as i didn't dare to judge any of my friends as my friend in need or my friend indeed.. because ,, i don't know who will be with me ,, and who will leave me.. because i wouldn't know who will talk to me frankly and who will talk about me backly.. i didn't expect all my friends to be by my side.. i didn't put a big bunch of hope to anyone because i know i also not every time every moment will be by their sides when they have a problem.. 

but whatever made this,, THANK YOU would be the most precious gift from me to all my friends.. just put a side the title 'friend in need' or 'friend indeed' .. because you will always be my friends.. ever =))



Friday, September 28, 2012

life is HARD if we think its HARD !! =))


it has been a long time ago since my last post in this poor blog of mine .. i think that on the last moment i came here,, i am very excited to write something to all of you because long time ago ,, i'm still a young girl that know nothing in this world .. know nothing about the challenges in this life.. but now,, everything change ... maybe my name in my birth certificate still the same,, but the truth is,, i'm not ... not because i had a plastic surgery.. not that ... it just that everything didn't be the same as i had to face with life.. with people.. different people.. i have to learn how to accept them,, and learn to think positive in everything.. deep in my heart said that ,, its HARD !! that is the true life.. i have to grow up and think as a woman since my age are getting older and older.. *but not the appearance,, i think =))*

bunch of smile from me .. 

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

hati wanita



WaHaI LeLaKi mEnGeRTiLaH HaTi WaNItA

Andainya lelaki tahu, dalam hati seorang perempuan
ada naluri untuk di sayangi,
ada rasa untuk di beri perhatian,
... ada rasa untuk di dengari keluh kesahnya,
ada waktu2 minta di temani kesedihannya,

Andainya lelaki tahu rajuk seorang perempuan minta di pujuk,
Marah seorang perempuan perlu di dekati,
Sedih seorang perempuan perlu di dengari,
Gembira seorang perempuan ingin di kongsi,

Andai lelaki tahu di sebalik seribu satu rasa itu
ada sekeping hati nan lembut,
Bukan untuk di manjai,
Bukan jua untuk di tatang bagai minyak yang penuh,
Hanya perlu sedikit perhatian,
Agar rasa kasih itu wujud walau di saat jauh,

Kerana andai lelaki tahu hati ini akan sentiasa bertanya
Pada diri seorang perempuan,
Wujudkah cinta itu di hati lelaki,
Bila saat jauh tanpa perkhabaran

Sayangilah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dirinya sekarang,
Bukan atas dasar siapa dirinya sebelum ini,
Cintailah seseorang itu kerana hatinya,
Bukan paras rupa semata2
<3


Thursday, March 1, 2012

shut uppp !



olla !! hey bulan mac .. dtg lah dikau kepada qu .. setelah sekian lame qu menanti huhu ... hadeh ... pejam celik pejam celik skrng ni dh bulan 3 .... baru jex 2 mgu masuk sem 2 kat usim ... memang terbaekkkkk dari ladang .... seronok ... tak sabar nyer nak jumper assignment2 kite yang byk tuh !! wahaha ... siap lar lepas ni ,,, memang tak tido malam lahh .... hadoi parah ... sume skali 7 subjek ... marketing ,, accounting ,, bisnes ,, dakwah ,, arab ,, bi ,, n ekonomi ... mmg bestt ... :D

maklum lah ,, umo pun dah tue ... 20 tahun dah ... so ... mcm2 lar ,, kesihatan pun tak bape nk baek ... lepas seminggu demam ,, skrg ni batuk n selseme plak yang dtg ... Alhamdulillah ~ ... :)
aper2 pun ,,, bersyukor sgt sbb still lagi dpt bernafas ... terima kasihhhh ! :))

bulan tiga bulan yang koya tok sy huhu ... sbb sy dah jdik budak yang koyaaa ... huhu bak kater "bapak qu ,, remy ishak BMB6" huhu .... tanggal 29 feb 2012 ,, lahir lah cermin mate teragung di dunia ... haha ... yes ! sy dah jadik budak spekky .... huhu ... siyess ... muke mcm muke budak skema haha .... hadoi ... nak tk nak kene pakai jgk cermin mate ,, sbb mate dah terlampau terang sgt smpaikan dah tak nampak ape yang lecturer aja kat kuliah .... mule2 ni memang segan nyerrrrr nk pakai ... tapiiii~ kene jgk pakai ... so ,, pada sape2 yang tak pakai spec tuh ,, tak yah lar gatal2 nak pakai ,, huhu ... terasa kecik nyer dunia bile pakai .... huhu ... makan carrot byk2 ea sygzz ... bia terang jelas dan nyata mata tuh .... jgn jadik macam sy huhu ...

cakk ! ni lar budak nerd tuh ..

hmm .... ader org kater ,, HIDUP PANTANG DICABAR !! haha ... memang terkena lar batang hidung den ... hadoi ... tuh lar ... ckp lagi pantang dicabar ,, kan dah kene ... huhu .... paling kurang 3 hari ... khamis ,, jumaat ,, n sabtu ... speechless ... haha ... hadehh ... boleh ker tak bercakap ngn ye ?? boleh3 ... dayah mesti bolehh ! aja2' fighting ...

btw ,, alhamdulillah ~~ :h: a very big thanks to Him ... thanks 4 everything ... since i've been studying here ,, in usim ,,, i feel veryyy2 happy ... at last ,, i know what actually i want in my life ... i find someone that i've been looking for ... i find many precious persons here that always make me laughed :))
i luvvvv u allzz :) ... thank you sygzz .... this is my new life as a university student ... :)

alhamdulillah ;)


n lastly ,, my best friends at UMS n UTHM ,, mizz u a lotzz :)



babai ! :)

Monday, February 20, 2012

childish



ya Allah ,, siyez lame nyer tk update !! malas tahap paling maksima huhu ... n hari tuh cuti 3 mgu at umah .. tk online pun .. bukan anak berada nak pacak tiang wifi at dpn umah huhu .. n malas jgk nk gerak g cc yang penuh ngan anak2 bujang tuh .. penuh dgn kaum2 adam jex ... kaum hawa sowg ni baik duk umah ,, solat ,, tido ,, makan ,, tgk tv ... n paling penting ,, kelas tok menjadi suri rumah haha ... sejak umur dah tua ni ,, blaja2 lar cane nk jadik suri rumah sejati ... yela ... maner tak nyer .. t kene bebel huhu ... tp tak tahan lame pun ... kejap jex ... pas tuh lari masuk bilik balik ... hadoi ,, susah2 ... tak ley kawen lar cam ni .. keje2 suri rumah pun tak berbuat ... hadoii .. payah2 ...


bile lar kaum hawa sowg ni nak matured ?? ramai sgt2 dah ckp kite ni ,, hadoi ... cm budak2 ... tak matured ! sedih ,, sentap ! huhu ... sentap lar sgt ... tak pun ... memang kenyataan pun yang kite ni mcm budak2 .. yela ... Allah dah bg kite pinjam bdn yang tak bape nk tinggi ,, suara yang keanak2 kan ,, perangai yang tak bape nak matured ,, nangis sane ,, nangis sini ... tapi pape pun Alhamdulillah syukor nikmat dgn aper yang diberi ... Dia dah bagi pinjam pun da cukop baik ... terima kasihhhhh ... :))

tapi ... harus jgk jdik matured ... tak semua orang senang dgn perangai kite ... tak semua orang suke dgn perangai kite ... tiap2 orang ader cite rase sendiri ,, pahit manis ,, baik buruk ,, cantik huduh ,, sume lain2 pada tiap2 mate yang melihat tuh ... same jgk macam aper yang orang lain tgk kat kaum hawa sorg ni ... mesti ramai yang tak suke .... ngade2 ,, gedik ,, bajet ! ... sume ader kat kite ... change it please !! annoying ...

no wonder they call me like that ... they didn't know me ... tapi ... tetap tak sedap nyer nak dgr ... langsung tak sedap ... panas jgk lar bile dgr ... sabar jex hati ni ... mulut orang kite tak dpt nk tutup .. tapi perangai kite ni still boleh ubah ... be a better one .. InsyaAllah .. tapi tak moh lar harap kan perubahan ynag drastik .. nope ! slowly syg ... :)

i will change it .. i will try to be more mature than before ... tapi nanti ,, jgn ty kenapa kite senyap jex .. tak mcm slalu ... kater nak jadik matured ... kene jge percakapan ... huhu ..*bajet jex ... tak tau lar boleh buat ker tak ... tpi insyaAllah ... i will try my best ... :)

sopan n matured macam ni :)
wish me luck ! :)

Friday, January 27, 2012

hidayah



hye !! hu3 .. alhamdulillahhhhhhh syukor nyer ya Allahhh ... syukor yg sgt2 yg teramattttt sgt .... knp ?? he3 ... dgn izin Allah ,, alhamdulillah ... hati kite skrg ni lebih tenanggg ... lebih gembira ... n lebih aman dari dulu ... alhamdulillah ,, skrg ni ,, kite dpt rase kite da smkin dkt dgn Allah ,, dpt rase Allah sentiasa adaaaaa dgn kite ... seronok ! he3 ... cmpy kn tk tw cm ner nk ckp tahap seronok tuh hu3 ... kalau dulu ,, kite rase mcm alahaii sunyi nyer larr hidup ni .. rase mcm solo ranger jex ... tk de dorongan .. tk de semangat .. tp skrg ni ,, tiap kali bgn pagi2 ,, ya Allah ... tiap kali mkn ,, ya Allah .. terasa nikmat nyer kurniaan Allah ... terima kasih ya Allah ... :^_^"VVV ...

hidayah Allah tuh yang paling penting .. kite slalu doa ,, ya Allah , berikan lah hidayah pada kami sume ya Allah .. :)) hidayah Allah itu maniss ... hrp sgttttttt kite akn dpt hidayah Allah tuh .. harap sgt2 .... aminnnn ...

if he is the one ,, show it to me ya Allah ... if not ,,, give me some strength to face it ya Allah .. if and only if i can change it .......... :))