"SUNDAY" !! @_____@

tomorrow is "SUNDAY" !! arghh lets don't make up the day as sunday,, can we ?? because the day after it is "MONDAY".. means that CLASSes are going to start... owhh my... lots of classes and lectures are waiting for me ... urghhh my head getting dizzy all the day... with lots of formulas,, numbers,, teories,, different sections of laws n many more... thats all i have to face everyday since ever my status stated as a "STUDENT".. =))

but whatever it is,, life must be go on.. "FIGHTING" !! for the future and of course for my beloved handsome and gorgeous parents.. my "LOVE" =)) <3 p="p">

tomorrow i have to drive for about 3hours from my house to the campus.. "ALONE" .... sounds very creepy for me... its a longggggg journeyy... owhh my.. Allah ,, help me... hopefully everything would be fine.. In sya Allah.. =)) pray for me ya... ^^ 

have a good sleep... gud "NIGHT" =))

if i say i have NO friends..........*of course many of my friends will get MAD ..

 
" a friend in need is a friend indeed " =))
i believe that everyone familiar with this quote ... including me .. mostly this quote is famous among the students because in their life ,, friends are the one whose almost 24hours with them .. in the class,,, together studying to capture the future.. of course ,, this quotes also gives me something ... i know that not everyone can do as same as this quotes means .. not everyone can be a friend indeed.. but don't just think the negative sides,, but try to take in the positive sides .. yes .. i couldn't deny that if i'm the one who in trouble,, i also will think the negative sides... i will think that the person is not my friend indeed because she/he didn't help me when i'm in trouble.. but please don't make a quick judgement like that just because she/he didn't help you ONCE .. because we didn't know the future.. who knows maybe the one that you said not your friend indeed will be the one who will help you one day .. as i didn't dare to judge any of my friends as my friend in need or my friend indeed.. because ,, i don't know who will be with me ,, and who will leave me.. because i wouldn't know who will talk to me frankly and who will talk about me backly.. i didn't expect all my friends to be by my side.. i didn't put a big bunch of hope to anyone because i know i also not every time every moment will be by their sides when they have a problem.. 
but whatever made this,, THANK YOU would be the most precious gift from me to all my friends.. just put a side the title 'friend in need' or 'friend indeed' .. because you will always be my friends.. ever =))

life is HARD if we think its HARD !! =))

it has been a long time ago since my last post in this poor blog of mine .. i think that on the last moment i came here,, i am very excited to write something to all of you because long time ago ,, i'm still a young girl that know nothing in this world .. know nothing about the challenges in this life.. but now,, everything change ... maybe my name in my birth certificate still the same,, but the truth is,, i'm not ... not because i had a plastic surgery.. not that ... it just that everything didn't be the same as i had to face with life.. with people.. different people.. i have to learn how to accept them,, and learn to think positive in everything.. deep in my heart said that ,, its HARD !! that is the true life.. i have to grow up and think as a woman since my age are getting older and older.. *but not the appearance,, i think =))*
bunch of smile from me ..