the untold

once.. are the untold stories.. the untold stories that i hold for years.  the stories that i don't want to tell anyone..  not just because they hurt me..  but also they hurt others..  others that once were reasons for my laugh, my tears, my punching bag, and my midnight story's teller.   yet, i barely able to save the untold stories inside my tinny tiny brain  and hold the tears in my beating heart.  but, now i realized. by doing such thing, responded their questions via silents doesn't help at all..  it just make people hurts so much and doing things that i can't ever forgive myself.  how would.. i.. hmm.. 

p/s : repost from the draft.. am not remember what is the UNTOLD.. just posting.. dah.. Tudels !