boring reliever!
hola! not that excited hola from me actually haha
just to considering what to do next right after am updating here..
todays kinda gloomy day for me as flu and fever catching up to me
since last week as i can counter..
anywho yesterday i went to the city for finding a job
kinda boring reliever for me to go outside arhaus finally..
no, not that finding a job to release my boring tho
everyone need a job actually,, is this kinda economic stuff.. a job is very important especially for someone who had a family like me..
plus, i am not a person that can stayed at home for 24/7 without doing anything
i do love sleeping and just watching DVDs all the time without ever worried to find money and stuff because i have a husband to be granted
just tell me who ever dont love to sleep and relax at home
it just so heaven! 😄
as a wife, its my job to help even not a peny, but at least lessen the burden on my husband's shoulder..
for the time being while holding my phone 24/7 waiting for a job call,,
my heart itching to get out and go for a sea
i just loveeee seas! the breeze the water splashing at my feet were sooo refreshing you know..
maybe for someone like me, reallyyyy need that kinda boring reliever..
if and only if long ago while i'm single and available, of course i am already there washing my eyes with sea seeing
even i am alone, its all done !
i can drive eventually and go everywhere where i ever wanna go haha kinda fun you know
even sometimes people assumed you as a lonely peep with no mate tho 😅😅
but still kinda refreshing and mind soothing
however now i just cant! haha cant go anywhere with anyone anyplace i love
need to be with my husband 😘
not that its not fun to be with husband
more loving and honeymoon kinda feelings if you go with your husband
only sometimes, we the girl just need that 'girl's time'
you know what i mean right hahaha 😅😅😅
till then
gonna watch another DVDs some more 😘
toodles! bye~
Ds
Happy birthday nurul hidayah. I pray for your happiness. May you be happy and healthy. Take care.
ReplyDelete�� hey how come u adding me and then u blocked me. Im sorry if i made mistake that might hurting u. Tahniah utk baby yg bakal lahir. Semoga kehidupan lpas ni lbih ceria dgn kehadiran insan baru. Im happy when i saw u happy there With the one u loved. Im getting married this upcoming june. Yeah, it's true �� One year ago when u married, im totally broken. But now, im just following the flows. I never forget u. How u become someone that i really care, and love more than anything and anyone before this. Just take care. Hey, i'm going. Pray for my happiness ya! Im sorry I couldn't give u proper congratulations before n now. But, always know that, which i always pray for u. Always.
ReplyDeletejaga diri selalu..
ReplyDeleteSelamat hari lahir hidayah. Hopefully u are doing fine n happy.
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ReplyDeleteI just couldn’t simply say that word anymore. even i really want to say it. Just thank u, a respond from you on the iG’s. It’s totally worth for me. Jaga diri, jaga kesihatan selalu, wlupun mgkin tak baca. I really hope u are doin fine dayah. Dont be sad for little thing happened, i saw every single post you made. Just be strong and make a beautiful life there with ur family. Just take care.
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ReplyDeleteI dreamed of you, again,and You are gone. Setelah bertahun aku tak rasa mimpi mcm ni, tp yg baru2 ni buat aku sedih, aku menangis tnpa sngaja. Aku tak sangka yg kata2 aku sblm ni mmg dah memakan diri. Bertahun aku pendam, bertahun ak blaja utk redha. Bertahun aku cuba berhenti menyayangi, aku cuba sedaya utk buang. Wlupun berkurang, sedikit demi sedikit dtg semula. Im totally depressed before, semua yg aku hadap serba tak kena. Seteruk keadaan dulu, cuba nak lupakan kau dr hidup aku. But still i managed to stand up. All by myself. Apa yg aku harap kan masa tu, cuma, andai aku boleh putar balik masa. aku harap kita sekadar kenal sbgai kwn, Aku tak patut dengar smua yg cuba rapatkan aku dgn kau, i wish that i wont even know you. sbb saat ada rasa kasih syg , bkn sng utk dilupakan. Perit, pedih utk aku pendam. Sebab sakit nya juga trlalu dalam utk kita berdua. Salah aku. Semua nya salah aku. Tp aku sedar, kekhilafan aku, takkan dpt buat kau lupa smpi bila bila. Aku cuba utk perbaiki diri, dan pujuk kau semula, tp semua nya trlmbat. Dlm dunia ni takkan ada org yg tak sedih kala perasaanya di tolak. Wlupun perkara tu pahit, apatah lg lihat org yg disygi pengakhiran nya dgn org lain. Hadap lah, terima lah hukuman tu. Hukuman atas kesalahan diri. Memang soleh jodoh kau. Dan dia mmg lebih baik dr aku. Sbb tu, mimpi yg aku alami ni, yg dpt aku tafsirkan, kau mmg dah ‘tak ada’ , kau dah bahagia dgn org yg kau syg. aku harap, maafkan segala salah silap pd setiap saat dan ketika kau ingt nama aku. Mgkin dgn maaf tu, aku boleh lupakan kau, hilang kan rasa tu dgn sepnuhnya. Be a good wife and mother. Semoga aku dpt jd insan yg baik utk mendidik keluarga aku Sendiri. Yg terakhir, dan yg takkan kembali. Firdaus
ReplyDeleteaku dah lame maafkan kau daus. aku harap kau pun dapat maafkan diri kau & moga kau jugak dapat jadi insan yg baik untuk keluarga kau.. kita semua manusia biase tk lari dari silap khilaf. kdg2 masa silam tkkan hilang & akan sentiase jadi bayang2 kita, cuma bergantung pd diri kita, samada nak take it as positive/negative side. bagi aku, segala silap salah masa silam aku, aku ambik yg positive, buang yg keruh.. kdg2 je mmg akan mghantui, cume cepat2 hilangkan dgn fikirkan yg masa depan, keluarga kita. insyaAllah semuanya akan ok.. apa2 pun, kau baik, senyum okey.. =)
Deleteterima kasih sudi maafkan aku. aku akui yg smua jadi salah aku, aku ckp benda yg tak baik pd kau dlu, walaupun bertahun lama pun, aku yang akan rasa semua kesalahan aku tak boleh dipadamkan. mungkin ini kesempatan yg dia beri pd aku buat perkara yg betul selagi masih bernywa lgi.
Deleteterima kasih sgt, sebab caring pd aku, pinjam kan kasih syg ,jaga dan fikirkan perassan aku yg naif sblm ni. semoga segala kebaikan tu, aku doakan kau terima yg segala kebaikan seperti yg kau beri.