new journey.. one step forward! :)

salam... long time no see... hehe miss me?? maybe not... maybe yess.. aw! so touching hehe.. btw hows life??? happy??sad??exhausting??extremely excited?? wow.. impressive.. everybody have different thoughts i guess.. nevermind.. even it so, remember to smile yeah?? n dont ever forget Him.. He's the best listener... trust Him.. always do...  =]

hmm u see my last post?? wow! 2months ago.. fuhhhhhh bersawang! owhh my sweet little blog.... poor blog... i'd never come here since i started my final examination for the 2nd year... n now... ehemmmm third year student!! hehe yes! i'll become the senior hehe... sounds great... but actually not very great.. years become harder n harder n harder! n still i'm the very lazy girl EVER!! alahaiii!!

"dear myself,
now u're already in third year.. please be matured and think bout the future,, your parent's hope on u,, ur ambiton yada yada... please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ help yourself my dearest~! i'm begging begging begging....!"

haii.. me myself dunno what happened to me... lost i guess... trying to find myself recently.. and alamdulillah,, now slowly i know what i actually want and what i should do to grab that all things.. thanks to Him <3 div="">

forgot that! know what i'm doing for my semester break???? hee know??? or dont knoww??? wanna know???

guys! 

wanna know something??? hehe now i still in learning progress in sewing and cooking!!

2weeks class in sewing totally give me something,, u also can book me to sew you baju kurung in the future... wow! my income! **wink3xx hehe 

and dear husband *no hubby yet ~ ngeee :P

i'll cook for u nanti! yes! 

delicious,, marvelous... thats will come out from ur mouth!... i hope i hope i hope~~

n lastly! mommy!!!! i wanna get married!!!! tskkkk meroyan! haha just kidding..hehe toodles guys...

actually...feeling very grateful to Him cause giving me a very great wonderful sweet and gorgeous parents in the world... i feel so relieve to help in lighting their burdens in their shoulder,, even though it was just a small help,, but i know,, even they did not mention it... i love them so much... no others can replace them.. somehow,, i wanna help them some more in the future by giving them my degree... owhh mom n dad.... wait for me please... be my supporters.. i need u by my side... muahx! =]

hey wait! i got some pictures for u.. enjoy it... dont deny it yeahhh hehe bai! "^____^!Vv <3 div="">

 hohoho meet the shortest gil in the family haha =p 

owhhhh my fairly bot,,,, come and brin my prince.. whooomph! there it is! ehehe 

finish!!!!!! boommmm kebabommm!!! lol hehe toodles.... n___n <3 nbsp="">

“A real man is not the one who can court you in public. Or the one who can say to the world how much he loves you. Rather, a real man is the one who can hide his feelings pretending that he doesn’t care but deep inside during his sujood, he’s asking you from Allah SWT.” -Quote-

worst confession...

"i need my freedom.. i'm not a child anymore... i'm adults already... why can't u let me out by myself..... =["

kalau ikut kan hati,, nak aje aku memberontak.. yelah.. kadang aku terfikir jugak.. anak orang lain tuh,, kadang dari selatan lepas pergi ke timur sensorang.. aku cemburu jugak.. nak jugak aku merasa keluar jalan2 sekali sekala dengan kawan2 pegi jauh sikit.. jelajah tengok negerii orang... jiwa remaja kan.. 

nanti kalau aku keluar tanpa izin nanti,, tambah dosa pulak.. bile tak dapat izin nk keluar,, hati ni rase memberontak... urghhhh  ,,, mcm mane nak jage jiwe remaja ni... bukan bermaksud nak merajuk bile tak dapat nak pergi.. tapi dalam hati ni ade jugak rase lain yang tak sedap.. 

ape aku nak buat... -.-

hmm.. ape nak buat... terima jelah... ade hikmah nye kot.. 

tapiiiii........................................................................

aku still tak puas hati.. nak jugak pergi rase nyer... bukan buat bende ape2 pun.... jumpe kawan je.... hangout sekejap... maybe jauhlah sikit jarak nyer tapi i'm already 21.. yes,, maybe not 25 but at least,, please.... sometimes let me standing by my own feet... bukan minta selamanye... just for 1 day is enough.... tu aje... but seems its so difficult for them to let me even once... hammm.. selama ni pun banyak kali aku keluar tanpa minta izin... i want to stop being a bad daughter of yours. trying to ask your permissions in anything i wanna do... coz i know who i am.. as long as i'm not married yet,, u have the rights to know... but after all thiss.... hmmm i'm not easy with it... can't u understand for just at once...i'm upset... but i know i'd make u more upset on me... but... what should i do...  =[

don't know what else to say... 

actually tomorow i'm suppose to see a friend... i'm not going there for date of else... it just a meeting of an old friend... with so many other friends.... is that wrong??? 

hmm...

bad mood for the whole day... 

main kejar2x~

haha...walk2 eat air kat blog orang lain
jelez yang amat... wehh!
blog orang len mantop beb.....aku??
ish...tak payahla ngade2 nak compare...
aku baru lagi dalam area belog ni.....skang ni nak tulis blog pon takde mase....
nak main decorate blog lagi ar tak sempat....
kejar mase wehh....tu tak masuk lagi hari2 nak kejar bas pergi kampus...
lame2 semput gak aku dibuatnye...
naseb kat luar hostel banyak gerai2 makanan...
mak aku kate kat aku...."gerai makanan punyela berlambak kat sini...ni kalau xgemuk2 jugak xtaula nak kate ape..."
hehehe....aku hanya mampu tersengih2
iye mak ku sayang....
alang memang kuat makan kat sini....hari2 tayang muke kat gerai un...tp hari2 ulang alik pagi petang siang malam pegi kelas....mase mane nak tambah berat badan ni...huk3...

*pelik...orang beriya2 nak turunkan berat badan...aku lak nak tambah2....huhuhu..tambah sikit udah ler..
*sebab tu jugak lah aku bakar duit aku beli supplement vitamin.. 25ringgit tok sebulan..mahal! 30biji sekali sehari makan.... nasib baik pil.. kalau ubat air,, memang tak masuk dek tekak aku hehe...

see! betapa kerempeng nyer aku... bagi aku gemokkk.... pretty plishhhhhh~~~

kite tengok effect nyer rayer nanti haha.. puasa tak lame je lagi.. kompom2 makin kering aku... orang lain makin nak puasa makin kembang.. aku je makin kering.. haha pape pon alhamdulillah still sihat sampai sekarang..

kbai! nak mandi,, basuh toilet, basuh baju, kemas bilik sume2x lah... aku sorang anak daa kat rumah ni.. so aku lah yang kene buat.. patut pagi tadi lagi dah siap... dek sebab kene jadik baby sitter kejap pagi tadi,, tak dan nak buat... hehe terpakse lah aku gadaikan rehat petang2 ni...

ok gambar aku ngn kakak kat i-city.. kakak ke?? haha kawan2.. ... dtg dah tengah malam.. harap byk lampu je.. tak dapat nak main ape2x huhu snap pic je yg mampu...

jom mule bekerja! 3bulan bercuti... misi gemukkan badan sudah bermule!!!! pray for me yeahhh.... suri rumah mithali... [dah boleh kahwin dah ni anak makk ni hehe]



toodles!

life like a wheel

assalammualaikum and holla!

june june june and JUNE! its already 7 june!.. sekejap je rase nye.. and exam fever!!! 

ok back to the topic.. 

last week i met someone.. a girl.. start from the top!

her hair shoulder cut.. eyes uuuu sexy.... 

face like a modern malay girl.. 

ok the climax! come the abdomen!wht??!! she's holding a baby.. 

baby you guys! baby.. i really really loveeeee babies..... 

ok.. that time i got teeny tiny heart attack once i saw her with the baby... cute baby.. a boy.. name i dont know... baru 4hari lahir.. very small... his face still in red... ooooo cute sgt! gigit telinga baru tahu... 

"dhhhaa young lady~~ ape kaitan dengan topic ni plak?"

the thing is,, i dont want to say... 

evil me of course wants to spread it out to the whole WORLD! butttt... my inner heart still say NO.. kejam tahu tak dedahkan kesalahan orang..

okay.. i'm sorry.. i just want to make it as a lesson for me and to the others... thats all..

whatever it is,, matlamat tak menghalalkan cara ok.. tak kisah lah kalau niat kau baik sekalipun tapi tetap dedahan aib orang! nak ke kalau kat akhirat nanti Allah dedahkan aib kau plak??!!!

ok baba... ok... enough talking... sory guys! aku tak mention sesiapa... 

the topic..

life like a wheel...

what goes around will come around.... 

 

what you give you get back....

ps : tak berani nak cakap sesiapa.. takot2 nanti aku pulak buat benda yang sama... tak mahu~~~!! nauzubillah ya Allah.... aminnnn....

mesti tak faham ape kebende aku cakap dalam entri ni.. hehe ignore!

toodles... 

assalammualaikum... :)

and DONT do it at home~! !@#$%^&*